Something hit me badly yesterday night, and I meant emotionally not physically. And I think Xiaoye encountered the same situation as me, but he didn’t tell me.. I only know it during our lunch when he was talking to Sunny about it.. I didn’t want to interrupt their conversation so I just kept quiet.. Caleb was there kept on asking Xy why he’s not eating and he got a scolding from me for being so questionative.. Aiya Xy don’t want to eat means don’t want to eat la, keep asking for what.. But I don’t blame him la, he’s like me.. Don’t know about his situations.. And ofcourse, as for Xy, I can totally understand his situation so I don’t blame him for not sharing his worries with me.. So at night, I just show him abit of care and concern.. I will encourage him =)

I realised that friends are the only ones around you can rely on when your relationship turned upside down.. and real friends will never complain about you not going out with them or last minute "pang-seh" them just for the sake of complaining but their heart is not thinking like that, because its totally understandable, but share your worries with you even when you are in trouble if you need them..