Dashboard Confessional – Hands Down

Dashboard Confessional – Hands Down

Breathe in for luck.
Breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race, from self-control.
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.
We’re doing fine.
We’re doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won’t you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

The words are hushed, "let’s not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can’t hear.
So we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won’t you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember.
Always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It’s so late!"
And this walk that we share together.
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew…that you meant it.

Thanks to lyrics007.com


Ashley’s birthday celebration; KTV most lowest peak!

I went to the Sitex 2005 again, but this time with Jia Yang.. and walked around and managed to get a silicon case for my iPOD nano!! (I love you babe!)

Then I went to Ashley’s house because he had a party for the belated birthday celebration and cool, so I went there and met with my secondary school friends as well.. It was a nice chilling session down there, got a pickup with them and started talking about alot of stuffs and watched Rusell Peters on Ashley’s computer.. he’s as comedy as before!

Then 1 of my friends asked us if we would like to go to the KTV.. ofcourse we’re reluctant since we are planning to get ourselves drunk in Ashley’s house.. but anyway, we agreed.. and then, we went to the KTV with his friends already inside and going to celebrate someone’s birthday..; fuck it we don’t know a shit of whats going on here and there.. then eveything came so sudden with a cake, candles and the cake’s fate is ofcourse, being squashed and unrecognisable.. they don’t even intend to eat it in the first place!

Right after the KTV, everything got so god damn bored.. they are playing scissors paper stone, slapping here and there.. and those people who are bored are falling asleep.. so we needed an energiser, someone to turn the mood around.. and then they played truth or dare which really turned everyone of them up except us because they can only affect us on the bad side.. we didn’t join their game and we didn’t want to sing at all because there’s NO AUDIENCE.. its fucked up! I went to a KTV with noisy people which affects the singer and the listeners mood! ITS FUCKING RUDE!!

Then they asked me to join their game, so I did because there’s no listeners and its dumb for me to carry on singing.. and usually when there’s a handsome guy, the girls would always go crazy and try to find out more about that guy and that guy would always pick truth because he don’t have to be daring and he can keep all that attention to himself! So when the arrow was pointing at me, I was thinking of truth because its my first time there, people might be more curious about me and I didn’t want to be dared to do something out of my balls.. and there they are telling me I can only pick dare because there’s no truth to be asked.. which is indirectly saying "we don’t care about your secrets!! do the dare!!"

I guess I just have to submit to my fate.. I am just fugly.. and next time, go KTV for a KTV reason people PLEASE! if not just keep your mouth shut and appreciate the music going!



I guess its a very general topic.. what is people and why I would suddenly talk about them? People are human, jaja-beings or homosepians.. and I am going to write something about them. Sometimes when people do things; they don’t think, they don’t reflect.. worse of all, they treat it as it’s others people fault..

It didn’t happen to me or any of my friends (I’ve never heard), but I suppose it has happened to many of you out there, or mostly the well-recognised people like er.. too many I am just lazy to mention.. Anyway, do not get pissed off when you read later, because I don’t want to see some dirty scribblings off my shoutbox or my comments..

Alright, how many times you have heard of "people ignoring people" and then pretend to be the innocent victim saying "after that idiot got popular he never bother to talk to me" or maybe even nastier..

When you want to say that, think about what had you done to the person before PLEASE.. e.g., ignoring them before? or pissed them off? or you had just an acquaintance with him and you expect something good out of him when he’s popular? No shit man.

You don’t make a friend when he’s popular, if you made a friend who’s not so popular and he will remember you. If you only remembers him when he’s popular, then you are a kind of shit.

And I believe the friends I’ve beside me now are the most memorable people because they’re with me when I am not popular =) and people would say I am not going to get popular which I supposed so.. at least I will have true friends beside me!


Theme changed to christmas!

If you’re my very loyal blog reader, then I guess the change is very obvious to you.. I have changed my theme to christmas (its just 1 month away) and this year’s celebration obviously boring to me (because I will be alone celebrating?).. hopefully a miracle, or something happy will come to me very soon!


A late la-kopi trip, with a cycling trip to Pasir Ris Park!

Ivan, Wei an, Xin Xian and I met at the kopi tiam for a la-kopi session, and we got alittle distracted by the tv which was broadcasting WWE, and so we watched and had a long conversation about the things that have happened around us, and ofcourse, share my thoughts with them about my unforgotten scenerios as well..

Xin Xian got the most distraction during the talk, a babe called him and he chatted with her and etc, leaving the 3 of us to talk and ofcourse, talk bad about him infront of the girl (LOL)

Anyway, like what Ivan had said, he’s always the 1 who suggest crazy ideas, and then, he suggested us to cycle to Changi Cargo Complex.. I must be insane if I had agreed to him; I am cycling a GT, when I finish pedaling my first revolution, they would have finished their second revoluion.. In another words, they are definitely faster than me and they can cycle with so much more EASE!! So, another alternative was to cycle to Pasir Ris Park.. and so I agreed to the funatic plan..

And so, we reached there and to my amaze, there are teenagers at the park! Although its late and I can’t get to see their faces, its good to see girls in a park at such late hour I guess.. So feeling more motivated to cycle, we cycled around and finally settled down to take some pics before we went back home:

la kopi 2 la kopi 3 la kopi 4 la kopi 5 la kopi 6


Friendship Nemesis

Apparently I accidentally got myself into a nemesis between friends.. and you know this kinda stuff are hard to resolve and things like that.. A wrong decision, at the wrong time, to the wrong person.. and all of this had caused every single thing around her to change..

Although I didn’t like her decision because I went through this kind of thing before.. I chose to be there because I believe this would be the last thing women want in their life because it really complicate things alot.. Alot of people just surprisingly spring out to other people’s personal life; who’s to know the future?

Anyway, things have really gone absolutely haywired and I should be there, just to provide some support.. I believe all of you, believed in your friends and would do as many things to keep them beside you; at least now I have a few groups of friends to be accompanied with and so busy I don’t have time to be alone (this is good, I won’t think too much..)..

Whatever it is, we don’t have a say in other people’s personal life, not even a friend.. we can should only provide support and feedback.. The decision should still lie with the personel.

Witnessing with her how everyone else have turned against her, I really feel so.. I don’t know what to say, seems like everyone got their reasons and they are right for doing so..


I would like to buy a bowel~

It’s a long day today, and I definitely got my pockets burnt becausewe bowled from Tampines Safra to Katong Shopping Center, from 5.30pmtill 11pm.. its kinda tedious.. but its fun =)

Anyway, I realised that the position of the player when he bowls isvery important; how he moved his steps towards and the speed, last butnot least, how he swing his hand and blast the ball off his hand..

A few pics of the day for some excitement for you down there…:


Bert birthday celebration, Harry Potter and the goblet of fire

I woke up this morning with muscle cramps on my leg, I guess the basketball game last night has wore it out.. and I am late for the competitions; A captain’s ball competition (which I took part with 203f friends) and a basketball competition (which I took part with i.alumni friends).. I took a cab down but unfortunately I was absolutely late for the captain’s ball and didn’t get the chance to play.. but I reached in time for the basketball though.. We didn’t win, but we did enjoyed ourselves..

Right after that, I went back home to change and went to Parkway to meet them, then they walked around to shop for quite sometime and decided to go Adeline house to eat "Ma La Huo Guo" so we went to buy the food needed and went over to her house in a cab. In her house, when me and Xiao ye got nothing to do, we sat down infront of her new electric piano and tried to play "jiang nan" by Lin Jun Jie.. and he taught me a song which sounded very nice.. I am kind of tempted to get a prodikeys for my learning purposes =X

Then Xiao ye fetched me over to Tampines Mall to meet i.Alumni friends and Cannonz (we are going to watch a midnight movie).. that’s right, we watched Harry Potter and the goblet of fire!! It’s a darn fucking (pardon me) nice show!! The ending this time really keeps me in suspense, makes me feel like I really want to find out more about what happened at the end but we must wait for the next episode!! Its so tempting!


CMPB checkup; Shopping; Lemon Cheese Cake

I went to the CMPB for medical checkup today.. and I gota wake up at 6am in-order to reach there at 7.45am.. I was the first 4 who was served and then I thought things would be faster.. It ended up those who came abit later than me managed to catch up with me and some faster than me.. Anyway the checkup was boring because I was alone (Sunny and gang got their checkup date postponed by the system so I am alone =/) Things went pretty well and the people there were quite friendly, I left the place at 12.15pm and with nothing to do for the rest of the day, I decided to go to Queensway Shopping Center for a spree; a shopping spree ofcourse! And as for my grouping, the medics have assigned me to Pes D for 2 months temporaily due to some problems (which I don’t know wtf is it because I seem physically fit?).. hopefully theres nothing wrong with me and I can enter a good training unit =)

And these are the things I bought:

  • Nike trackshoes
  • 2 jeans
  • 6 Tees

A shortlist but I spend almost $250 just today.. I’m going to suffer for the rest of this month I guess.. And I hardly shop alone, today really feel so free, at least I can go around looking for things that interest me instead of following friend(s) whose taste are different from mine.. Saves alot of time, but I still ended up shopping for 3hours and I met Yang Ting (My sec. sch friend.. damn coincidence)

And after that, I came back home and wanted to relax but my sister wanted to bake a cheesecake.. she’s craving for the cheesecake I had made 6months back and she wants me to try the recipe from kraft’s kitchen.. So my mother, my sister and I sat down in the living room and prepared the things.. Its so easy to do! 😡 However, I have added too much of lemon juice and it turned out to be a lemon cheese cake.. LOL..

So I am supposed to be resting now, but I shouldn’t be lazy, I just need to blog this down:

I love my iPOD nano, it brings me away from loneliness.. and by the way, I’ve got a new phone.. Its HP iPAQ 6365 Pocket PC phone.. its cool and I am still exploring, but its a great phone because its a PPC!


This is a very special song from someone..

Julie Simon – You’re A Part Of Me

*1 Everybody loves
Everybody cries
Everyone has feelings on the inside

*2 Everywhere you go
Everything you do
Feelings are a special part of you

Are you sad
Or mad
Or silly and glad
Find a friend and tell ’em how you feel

Are you scared
Or shy
Or bursting with pride
Share the news that’s what makes it real

Everybody hopes
Everybody dreams
Everybody wonders what do feelings really mean

Everyone you touch
Everyone you know
Feelings are a part of how we grow

Are you tired
And down
Or just kidding all round
Find a friend and tell ’em how you feel

Are you jealous
Or bursting with pride
Share the news that’s what makes it real

*1, *2 repeat