Everyone gets to meet their frustration at work, soon or later. Recently I’ve experienced some very bad frustration from my boss (dad), be it at work or at home. He would bring work into home and home into work, whining about this and that. If you think that’s all? You’re absolutely wrong! Just like a "Never-Say-Die" battery, he has got an integrated player in his mouth that repeats the same old thing over and over again!

Yes, I’m very irritated by it. Even I get annoyed if the same track repeats itself more than 5times in my media player, so imagine a "repeat-one" is enabled.

Definitely thats not all man. He has shown alot baised against my elder brother infront of me, making me feeling very very guitly =/ Fking hell.. if my brother has to suffer such humiliation, I rather work outside for the next 2months than hearing this unstoppable player looping.

My poor dad was working in the Sun for the past 4days and ofcourse he weren’t happy; he’s a manager! Why should he be doing all these work when he has already employed workers!? (which is me, my brother and another worker) He don’t understand why I can’t work; If he don’t pass me the tools personally, there’s no way I am going to take that initiative to do anything because eventually he would just tell me.. "EH you don’t know 1 la.. get lost! Step aside! SEE the BOSS DO.." And popping a few technical questions out of curiosity is a No-no too. Just watch and learn, but will watching give me the experience? Then just pass me the d*mn "how to be a contractor" book which I will take not more than 1week to fnish it and yet, still unable to complete any task.

Anyway my family concluded something; yes he must be suffering from some depression but as stubborn as an ox, he refuses to consult a doctor.. His problems all came from one source; my brother.

Talking to my brother is hard too =/ feeling so fked up. He can get scolded and pretend he didn’t. He got scolded all the time and who’s the 1 suffering? Me! The player will never stop.. never…