PS: I’m not saying I really have a ship! This article is just an analogy if you understand my life.

I park my ship at docks when there is a slot available for me. So there are afew docks I’ve been to, but none of it could cause a heavy load on me. And ofcourse, I’ve been to some dock and get disappointed because the slot is available but it’s not for me and will never be.

So there was a time whereby I parked my ship at a dock for nearly 4 years until 1 day, the dock owner told me that the slot is no longer available for me.

And you know what the dock owner did to my ship? She loaded goods everyday that has no destination; goods that I never know existed and goods that were causing heavy loads to my ship.

That day I sailored my ship away from the port, sad and disappointed I was, I left my ship alone on the big sea and let it drift by itself because I no longer feel the need to control it anymore. Fate will decide where the ship will lead me to but not paying attention to the changes that’s happening around me, a year has passed and there’s nothing more than still a big blue piece of clear water right under my ship.

Then I realised something. I anchored the ship and that’s why its not moving. Its being a year on the same area! And even when I retrieve the anchor, I realised that the speed of my ship is far too slow to let nature take its course.

A new discovery; during the 4years I loaded alot of things onto my ship and that’s why my ship is heavy and I’ve got to unload them, slowly. Time will eventually allow me to unload of them and let me proceed on to another better dock.