I’ve been suffering serious headaches ever since a month ago. I haven’t consult any doctor yet because I’m lazy and I’m easily pissed off with que and queues. Other than that, I’m suspecting this god damn toothache of mine that’s causing me to feel irritated, moody and un-predictable is causing that headache of mine, so maybe I’m supposed to consult a dentist and not a doctor but dentist are butchers with sharp knifes ready to chop a big hole in your wallet. They’re worse than doctors. I know its inevitable, but I just want to feel that my money is well spent if not I would just buy myself something I always wanted in my wishlist before its too late.

Frustrations, Irritations, Annoyance. I’m beginning to move around in circles like my other friends, wondering my future path again. Sometimes I just wish that I could publish a book call ‘Fridays with Eric‘ and maybe talk about my experience about life and how it goes, etc. Exactly just like Tuesdays with Morris. Then perhaps I could write myself a few sentimental songs to remind myself how dumb I am and how things changed my life, how friends affected me and how family supported me. Sing those songs out loud infront of a few audience who wish to hear me out.

And then the pr0jekts on my wishlist seems like it could never be completed. The headache has prevented all my creativity and innovative cells from processing anything at all. I’m even getting irritated by just writing this entry =/

Everyday I wake up and ask myself "how am I going to pass my day today?" A pretty boring question, some friends suggested me to sleep, some said I could watch the dramas to pass time. I’ve been sticking with my guitar instead, playing the same old songs over and over again without learning new songs now.

Now tell me, what’s life gona have in store for me before I officially go for my National Service?