I wouldn't label this conversation with my friend 'retarded', but everyone has their own thoughts and ways of handling things.  We were discussing about buying a bike and it eventually like to getting a girlfriend and etc.

He was thus saying that if he's getting a bike, he's gona go for appearance (same as me).  Alright true enough, we are still young, ofcourse we wanna look and act 'sak' (cool).  But I told him, its more important to feel more comfortable with the bike than riding a bike that causes uncomfortability and it pisses you off everytime you ride.

Fuck.  He rather be uncomfortable and act cool.  So it eventually linked to getting girlfriend.  Rather have a chio girlfriend to show off to his friends,  than a good girlfriend to hide behind doors.  I supposed that's why he's still single till now.  Perhaps he's not experienced enough.  Girlfriends are not for show-offs, they're for … =X  OF COZ NOT (slap yourself if you were thinking of filling the word 'sex' into that blank!)  

I've tried to withdraw, somehow it seems impossible.  I'm missing you every now and then, but I refrained from telling you.  Terrible feeling with no-one around me to share.