Alright. I've been in my new unit for around 2 weeks. And after 2weeks I should be able to have my usual nights off on Tuesdays and Thursdays and Wednesday (If I can get a silver for my IPPT. I really slacked too much; my performance wasn't up to expectation. Yes I failed.)

The person who everyone was whining about really sucked. But I just have to suck my thumbs and accept his existence for the next few months with us. Another thing is that I can see the true-form of most of the people in my platoon. Just live with it; not everyone is perfect. Being in the service, I feel that it has allowed me to work in different environment; which is more dynamic and fun But a different environment also meant that the people, the place will always be changing and I need to adapt to it. Fast. So hopefully by the end of the 2 years really will train me well.

Now I know why everyone wants to be man; the head instructs and we do. Nothing more; nothing less. More – no rewards; Less – get reprimands, prepare pen and get ready to go office sign extra. As simple as that. What for do so much? Endure 1year 10months and take back the pink card la!

While on the tonner on the way back; I have an urge to sign on as a regular. But ofcourse not as a man, maybe an executive officer. Why? Because I enjoy being outfield setup lans & wans rather than in an office. It seems that I can't shake off this computer and network knowledge off my mind. It reappears all the time when I'm in front of a computer.

So sometime when people ask me, "what you gona do after NS?" I am still having question marks on my paths. Its not easy to pick 1; and no matter what I chose, I know I have to go through it and not make changes. Its crucial at this point of life where I want to go and what I want to do in future. A diploma or a Degree. To sign bond and study degree or take over my dad's contractor company.

These questions seems never ending in my life. I am still thinking…